Hey everyone, how are you?
Today, I am going to try again after getting nothing done the day before. As my anxiety was high because I was waiting for a phone call.
There has been some stuff bubbling on in the background and I had to make a phone call to rearrange a key work meeting. But the person I needed to speak to was not in yet and I had to wait. And as each hour passed my anxiety got higher and higher. Meaning that I could not focus on anything and ended up having to take some medication to calm me down. This medication, then knocks you out so all you can do is sleep. I first called in the morning and I didn’t get a call back until around 3:30pm that day. So, that was the whole day I was waiting.
Today, I know that the recovery centre is going to call today. But I know that it will not be until the afternoon as there is a mega staff meeting in the morning on a Wednesday and the place is not open until the afternoon. So, this morning I am hoping to be able to focus on what I need to do and get in some writing. The writing that I need to do is surrounding the university and a new proposal that I need to write for a PhD application. I’m going to try and limit the amount I do and not give myself too much, otherwise I will get overwhelmed.
Like I said I don’t know what time the phone call is going to happen today, just that I know it will be in the afternoon. But I guess that there is a chance that it will mean that I will have to go out. If I do then that will take a chunk out of my writing time. But the meeting I need to have is mega important that it will be okay to take time out of my writing. When I feel ready I will mention what the meeting is about but currently, I don’t feel like talking about it on here.
Thank you for reading and I hope that you have a good day.