Hey everyone, how are you?
Today, I am back at the physio and I am not looking forward to it.
I have to go back to physio therapy otherwise I will just end up getting discharged. And although that is what I want, it will be the wrong way to go about it. So, last week I rang up and made an appointment for today. They did ask on the phone why it had been so long, so, I know that they are suspicious. I want to be discharged as the exercises that they are giving me for the pain aren’t really doing anything. And I think that it is just a waste of mine and there time. The appointments could go to someone who needs it more than I do. So, I will discuss this when I get there. But that is making me anxious as I sometimes find it hard to do these sorts of things. As I feel that I am letting people down. But I know that this is the best outcome. So, fingers crossed that it all goes well.
The appointment is not until the afternoon and I will be spending the morning gaming. As it is just such a good way for me to start the day. I have found that getting up and doing something like gaming helps to set me up for the day. And that I get more done compared to when I just use to watch television. I think it is because I have to think about what to do in the game and that helps to wake my brain up. I don’t know if there is anything to back it up, I just know that I have gotten more done in the last week than I have in the last few months. So, it is going to be something that I continue for the time being. Plus I enjoy it. In the afternoon, I will get a taxi to the physio appointment and maybe one back as well.
I’m thinking about getting taxis there and back as it will give me more time at home to write in the afternoon. I am still writing my mental health story and have gotten over half way through it. It is long and it still needs to be edited and typed up. So, I want to finish the draft this week and then spend the weekend editing and typing up. I am pleased with how it is going and am thinking about how we can incorporate it into the the book chapter that a friend and I are writing. It feels good to be writing properly again. I have many other projects to do as well but this is the time that I really feel as though I am a writer. It is a good feeling and it has been a good start to the week.
Thank you for reading and I hope that you have a good day.