Hey everyone, how are you?
There is not going to be any writing done today, as I am out.
Today, I am out in the afternoon, meaning that I will not be able to get any writing done. I have a busy couple of days coming up, depending on things not changing in the UK because of the Coronavirus. At the time of writing things have not changed from last week, but I guess that it can change at any time. This uncertainty is really messing with my head and it has stopped me from doing the most basic things. My anxiety has been at an all time high and at the same time I have felt depressed and unmotivated to do anything. In the morning I will be gaming for a little while. Although at the moment it is not the same as it has been. I am playing a new game in the Yakuza series. I have not been out in a week, I tried to go out yesterday but could not do it.
But this afternoon, I have to go out as I have an appointment that I cannot miss. And as far as I know at the time of writing it has not been cancelled. The appointment is for my mental health and it will take an hour or so to get there and back and the appointment lasts for up to an hour. I am anxious about the appointment because I know that I am going to talk about things that are hard. But if it was easy then I would not need the appointment. Afterwards, I am going to try and go to some shops and get a couple of things. Which means that I will be home later than I normally would when coming back from the appointment. But then again I may just leave it until tomorrow or do it online.
There is one thing that I want to do and that is to read. Reading is helping me through this dark time currently. And it is something that I am holding on to. I will probably read a fiction book that I have started. I want to finish it this week. It’s an okay book, not something that I would normally read. But I got talking to the author on Instagram and thought that I would give it a try. I will probably give it to a charity shop afterwards. I have many books to read and I like that. I know that if I do get this Coronavirus and have to isolate (I’m in a at risk group) then I know that I will have enough reading material.
Thank you for reading and I hope that you have a good day.