Hey everyone, how are you?
I must write today, as I did not do any yesterday, but there is something stopping me.
I have writing to do today, but the thing that is stopping me is myself. In that, my mental health is not good since yesterday, because of what happened Friday. I am exhausted and I know it is a reaction to the massive adrenaline rush I had. That I have not wanted to do anything and not wanted to leave my bed. I didn’t write yesterday as I had no motivation to do anything at all. Even writing this blog post is hard work. But today, I need to be harsh on myself and get myself to move from the bed to the desk and write. As I have stuff to do for next week as well as other things that I want to achieve. But I feel so low, that doing anything is hard. I really hope that today my mental health is better than it was yesterday and that this is just a blip rather than a proper depressive downer.
The writing that I need to do is for the book chapter. I need to write more of the section section and finish it off. Then I can edit it and type it up. I can then move onto the third and final section before the conclusion. I know what needs to go in each section, but I do have to find articles that support what I am saying and what I am arguing. It can be tiring, as I do not have an Athens account and as I am not at the university because of covid, I do not have access to the online journals. So, I have to rely on google scholar and the free articles that I can find. It can be very frustrating at time’s but I know that it will all pay off once the chapter is done. Aside from that I don’t know what I am going to be doing today. I cannot look beyond the next hour currently.
Thank you for reading and I hope that you have a good day.