Hey everyone, how are you?
I am back at the laptop today, as I have a session booked in with my key worker.
The session is not until the afternoon, I need to look up the time. But she knows better than to give me a morning appointment. I will be spending some of the morning in a meeting, but it is only for an hour and should be fine. I will then have my key works session and I’m really hoping that it goes ok. I know that the last few days have been up and down in terms of my mental health and I don’t know how it will be today. Yesterday was good although anxiety provoking when I went into the city centre. But when I got home it was fine. And I spent a lot of the day resting which was a nice change to trying to get a thousand things done in one day.
Back to my key work session, I don’t know how long it will be on for and I feel as though I have a lot to talk about with her. It feels as though it has been ages since we last spoke, even though in reality it has only been a couple of weeks. It feels as though there has been so much that has happened and I need and outlet. I am also slightly anxious as I know that I was not at a meeting earlier in the week and that I will have to discuss leaving another one early. I’m sure the other members of the team have explained, but it doesn’t stop me from being anxious about it. The good thing is that we do get on and I know rationally, that she will understand.
Aside from the two meetings, I have other things that I want to achieve in the day. I want to do some writing on my short story and try and get it finished by the end of Friday. I’m not going to pressure myself and say by the end of the day as I know that it is not realistic. And that it would just create more anxiety for me. If I get the chance I also want to get in a couple of hours of gaming. I traded in an old game when I was out yesterday and got a new one that I want to play. I am thinking that I will do this in the morning before my first meeting. It should be a good and productive day and I can get some more things ticked on the to do list.
Thank you for reading and I hope that you have a good day.