Hey everyone, how are you?
It’s finally the end of the week and it has been busier than I initially expected.
I am hoping for a more calmer day than I have had over the past couple of days. I am hoping that now the cat is sorted we don’t have to make urgent trips back to the vet or worry that she is not eating her tablets for the infection. It should all be sorted now and should just heal up. She had to be kept inside for a week. I am not going to do anything that could stress me out today. So I am not going to go to the usual daily meeting that I go to with the recovery centre. As I am not sure that I am not in the right head space to deal with everything. And I don’t want to go and then have to leave the meeting because I can’t cope and freak out other people in the meeting.
I think I might get in some gaming and drumming today. I started drumming again yesterday and it felt good to be back behind the drum kit. I managed to get a small segment filmed and put up on my personal Instagram page. I also managed to get some rudiments practised in the evening. I need to get back into the habit of practicing them little and often so the build them up so that they sound solid. Gaming wise I want to get on with the next Yakuza game that I have started. I am trying to finish the ones I have beige the next one arrives in a couple of weeks. But I don’t want to rush through them. It is a balancing act. But drumming and gaming are things that I can do to relax and not get stressed about.
I am going to do a bit of writing today, but I am not going to put a set amount of words or time on it. As I am trying to stay calm and keep my mental health in check. And I cannot do this if I am freaking out. Writing wise I want to get some fiction writing done again. I haven’t done as much writing as I had hoped throughout the week but I have managed to do something which is better than nothing.
Thank you for reading and I hope that you have a good day.