Appointment And Writing

Hey everyone, how are you?

This morning I have a doctor appointment over the phone.

Today

My appointment is over the phone in the morning. It was meant to be yesterday but the doctor had to put it back to today. I don’t mind as I was informed and am happy to just have an appointment. There are a couple of things that I need to have a conversation with him about; regarding both my physical and mental health. As when I was in The Haven, they do your observations when you arrive which includes your blood pressure. And mine was on the high side of normal. I noted down the numbers and want to mention it. As it is something that I don’t want to get out of hand and take control of it. I’m sure eating better will help, but I don’t know if short term medication will be useful as well.

My mental health has not been great over the past two weeks since I last spoke to my doctor. And I think that it is a number of things that is contributing to it. The pandemic is not helping and last year I lost a few people that I was close to, so I am still grieving. And just the general hassle of having Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) which makes life difficult. I find it hard to admit that I need help and ask for it. Although I am better than I was, it is still something that I need to work on. I’m hoping that my recent stay in The Haven, will have kicked me into a better place, but I am not sure. But there is nothing that I can do at the moment except ride it out.

After my doctor appointment, I may have a prescription to go and get from the pharmacy. I have also put in a repeat presentation in yesterday but I am not expecting it to be ready yet. As it can take up to two days to be approved before going to the pharmacy. Aside from this I want to spend some time writing and getting on with projects. I don’t know how much I will be able to get done, but something is better than nothing. I tried to do some yesterday but I found it hard to concentrate and focus and it ended up being counter productive. But it is not going to stop me from trying again and again until I get what I need to do done.

Thank you for reading and I hope that you have a good day.

Annette

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