Hey everyone, how are you?
It’s a new week at the start of midnight and to be frank I am done with this week before it even started.
Essentially, I am not in the mood for anything. I’ve been feeling like this since yesterday and I can’t pin point a reason as to why I feel this way. But stuff is not going to get done on its own. I have to to superglue myself to the desk chair and just get on with it. I have had the weekend to chill and rest. And I have deadlines looming, so cannot procrastinate any more. Even though I cannot pinpoint a specific reason to why I am feeling this way. I think it is just life in general. I am fed up. Fed up of living in a pandemic, fed up with being ill and so on. But nothing is going to make me feel better except for getting the documents that need to be written done. So, that is what I am going to do. Even if all I can think of is to hide away and ignore the world.
So today I will start writing around 9 o’clock in the morning until my meeting at 11. The meeting will be for an hour, then it will be back to the laptop. I have no idea which project to start on first. I think I will most likely flip a coin to decide whether I start with fiction or non-fiction. I do have a meeting later on in the week where I need to look up some articles and read them. So I may do some of that as reading and making notes will be time-consuming. So it is not something I can put off until the night before. However, I miss writing fiction. So for a little while at least as a break from non-fiction I will write more of the third chapter of the short story. One of the other things I have to do is to plan out chapters of the novel. As I want to be more organised and not be a complete pantser when it comes to writing.
I may have to go out as well. My relative is still recovering from the infection that they had. And there may be a chance that I will need to go and pick up some medication for them from the pharmacy. It is something I have already said I will do and it is something that I can do to help. Hopefully though test results will show that she does not need the extra medication and that will mean that I will not have to go to the pharmacy today. Otherwise I will just be at my desk all day and in the evening I will just chill. Watch some mundane television programme and read before going to bed. Hopefully it will be a productive day and this will improve my outlook for the week.
Thank you for reading and I hope that you have a good day.